Rae

2010-06-02T19:23:00.003+08:00

Night world
by L.J smith

One of the most beautiful written truth.

A story of a how a girl was abandoned
by her mother in a cardboard box littered
with newspapers, like a unwanted puppy.
She left a note in the box, it says :

People die...
Beauty Fades...
Love Changes..
And you will always be alone.

Horror of the harsh truth?

She was blinded by this and couldnt see
this guy who loved her for who she is.
And then they fought the nightworld till
almost dying. The guy told her :

People die... So love them everyday
Beauty fades...so look before it's gone
Love changes...but not the love u give.
And if you love, you will never be alone.

It was undoubtly one of the most beautiful
thing ever read, as because i cut the story
short it was more exciting as it was a world
of witches,vampires and shapeshifters by
author L.J smith. Oh. they ended up alive
and she burnt the mother's note.

2010-05-20T14:46:00.000+08:00

Meed
& the magical rock

Today's the day Meed dies.
I saw her in flames.
And watch it died & all was left
was her grey ashes.

Story of Meed, & the magical rock

You see Meed was the youngest
sibling in that tree, she had 2 sisters
and 2 brothers. And she was closest
to her 2nd younger sister. Thats bcos
she and her sister was adopted in the
tree. They grew up happily sheltered.

But one day, an intruder took her sister
away from the tree for a long time.
She returned different.
She torn apart the tree, and thrash the
tree with great strength and strangled
Meed. She was angry, and violent.

One day Meed found a magical rock,
this magical rock kept her sheltered from
the dying tree and her sister. It had protect
her from harm. Meed became reliable on it,
and she forgot all her forest friends. And she
became best friends with the magical rock.

A foreign witch discovered this magical rock,
and one day when Meed was sleeping. The
witch took it away from her. And cast a spell
on it, that Meed have to wait 3 million years
and in exchange for the rock.

The witch threw Meed in the dungeon and
starved her with loneliness and hopelessness.
Each year, the witch set free creatures to
make her surrender. They were called the
dark creatures which will tear you apart.

The selfish tarantula, the great depressive
werewolves, the everthreat lion and lastly,
the death dragon.

Meed fought all of them, she had wounds
all over her bodies from them. Their bites
were deadly, it will make you selfish, threaten,
depressed and suicidal.

But she fought with all her courage, she was
a brave and strong soul. But nevertheless she
was bitten by their bites. Slowly she started to
feel the change in her, she became sadistic.
She was losing herself, each and everyday.

Oh, yes but she survived all, from even the
most powerful death dragon. But not for long,
she died from loneliness, from being cast apart
too long apart from her magical rock.

And when she died, her body ignite with flames
that were brighter than the North star, and her
ashes remain well kept underneath the tree.

2010-05-11T21:29:00.006+08:00

Gatton
@last week

It's my last week at gatton town, queensld.
A simple life which i stayed for a month.
I have experienced many different things.
Perspective of life that i never discovered.

I ventured out of my little comfort zone, &
became a little independent. I learn many
things, in fact little details that i neglected
back here. Simple things whippin up a gd
meal, enjoying dinner with people to like
shoppin for food in the supermarket, takin
strolls in the parks, take a break from the
hustle and bustle in life back here.
View was breath takin, its gettin close
to mother nature again for me. Huge rollin
mountains that spreads never endin to the
horizons, huge cotton candy clouds tt just
makes you go bright eyed at.

I have to admit livin here alone makes me
appreciate my family and friends more, &
things that i took for granted. Transport,
the ease of travellin to town within mins.
Dinner, that always magically appeared
infront of me, the folded clean laundry
thats on my bed. Here, everything was
do or die.

It was also tough for me & g ,comin back
was the finale of us at odds. It was a sad
relief and a final wake up call. People do
change & many things will never be the
same again. Had been one of the many
regrets in my life, that how i never get to
appreciate him before. & no matter how
i reach out, distance will overtake me &
its effortless now. He seems like a close
stranger that i once loved and cared for
these days. And those few mins of calls
at night left me in a deafening pain. I had
used up all my efforts to make this work
& i really hate crying myself to sleep at
night. My last hope is flickering as well,
im close to giving up.

& even closer to moving on.

2010-05-01T19:28:00.000+08:00

Too Paradise
@toowooba, surfer's paradise

Days blur ahead, not too sure the date & time
Aust's beach is beautiful beyond words, ahhhhh..
Too bad i never get my wish to try surfing ! hah.
Nevertheless, its a eye opener for me.

2010-04-19T14:20:00.008+08:00

brisbane
when in mooloolaba

Venue : Horse riding ranch, Montville,

Glass bottle mountain, Sunshine coast

How : Meet up with the guys at brisbane city

What : I learnt galloping on horses ,

and cold mountain air rocks my ass off

When : I cant remember when, but recently.

Who : Ken, Jelisa, Edmund, winnie, G & me

2010-04-10T14:56:00.012+08:00

Birth Gradshow

birth 10 babies!

Im seriously soooo lazy to type,

im falling asleep out of exhaustion.

Good nights graduates babies from dcmd.

I'm legal

2010-03-03T12:18:00.000+08:00

I'm legal

I woke up and there's roses
on my desk, my faraway bf
is close to my heart right now.
Thanks (:

2010-02-22T23:26:00.004+08:00

bollocks

& shitheads!

My laptop finally gave in & died on feb 1.
So from now on, Iphone is my only media communication
PLEASE DO CONTACT ME FROM THERE, IF U MISSES ME......
& give me some hugs and kisses, no?

Also, my long awaited portfolio is up! Wont kill to check em
here -> http://raeportfolio.blogspot.com

till then,
<3

2010-01-19T19:30:00.010+08:00

coping

She's always the woman to you

She can kill with a smile
She can wound with her eyes.
She can ruin your faith with her casual lies.
& she only reveals what she wants u to see.
She hides like a child. But she's always a
woman to me.

She can lead you to love
She can take you or leave you.
She can ask for the truth
But she'll never believe you.
And she'll take what you give her,
as long as it's free.She steals like a thief
But she's always a woman to me.

Oh-she takes care of herself.
She can wait if she wants.
She's ahead of her time.
Oh-well she never gives out,
And she never gives in,
She just changes her mind.

She'll promise you more
Than the Garden of Eden.
She'll carelessly cut you and
laugh while you're bleedin'
But she'll bring out the best
And the worst you can be
Blame it all on yourself
Cause she's always a woman to me.

She's frequently kind
And she's suddenly cruel
She'll do as she pleases,
She's nobody's fool
She can't be convicted,
She's earned her degree
And the most she will do,
Is throw shadows at you
But she's always a woman to me.

2010-01-08T19:02:00.008+08:00

Rule #10

enjoy the littlest things in life

swish swish swish
sapphire blue pearls discoed dance
when light collides with liquid hydrogen
seeping through, rays crept in and out

Dipping dance with the water streams
swallowed under by cascading cool silk folds
coral clear blue lightning flash, threat to electrocute
propelling forward and back it falls, deep deepen

deep breaths, shallow breaths...
who am i, a sailboat, a fish.
no, im a mermaid.

2010-01-06T20:40:00.005+08:00

Chlorine addict
newyear discovery

One thing about life, the older u get u discover
more things that you never knew you will love

1. I love swimming in the sapphire pool alone,
something about the velvety blanket tt wraps &
pull you under, secure. serene.

2. The first day of sch, 3 people got A out of tis
big module tt can make or break ur graduation
And im one of them, still cant believe this kick
ass good luck.

3. 1 piping hot Vanilla from the coffee bean joint
calms me down like when smokers need a puff,
yeah breathe in serotonin,breathe out.Co2.

4. Spirit of Rachel definition : I am too in my ffing
comfort zone so i dun wan to do anything that is
out of my way. opposite of being spontaneous
eg : " huh, very tired i wan to go home"

5. I am behaving like a dead poet these days,
i am moody & uber sensitive to e most detailed
form in words & my favorite noun now is velvet.

6. I have these lame nightmares when i sleep &
sometimes i dun even sleep at night so i reread
gossip girl novels until 3 in the morning. I read 5
novels so far this break.

7. Sometimes friends can just be unreliable, like
a condom that leaks.

8. I love my river island canvas tote bag, anyone
who carries a canvas one is my friend!

9. I survive on chocopie, raw salmon & tuna these
days,binge-eating freak ( move over, twinkies!)

10. I still love playing the guitar and getting guitar
blistered fingers.Thou the jammin session with my
bf is lacking in number but i had a feel good time
feeling the vibes of and rocking electric airwaves
again, makes you alive. Pleases anyone who' s
interested to form a band like Hey Monday, call
me up or twit me!!!!

2009-12-23T23:49:00.007+08:00

Sanctuary
happy anniversary

spotted at the Amara, sentosa with G
for our anniversary the second year,
( thou we actually knew each other 6
years back,when he stalk me home
when we were just bunch of sch kids)
Coincidentally, we confessed our love
at sentosa on the same exact date.
Hmmmm.

Anyhows, the place is beautifully zen,
lush greens & blue bliss haven, best of
all our room faces the sapphire ocean,
its all about the fresh sea breeze, Ola!
Well, they have splendid sky pool at e
top of the resort, and a spa jacuzzi.
So we sort of celebrated at e sky pool,
sipping the bubbly he brought frm aust
and freezing our buttcheeks off in the
chilly december night. Lovely evening.
He surprised me with a nice milk bath
decorated with candles & rose petals.
Cleopatra style. Ah, i was swelling with
love.

Dinner was at The Arches Restaurant,
located at the Imbiah next to Merlion.
English townhouse decor with sparkly
lights and lush greens, romantic candle
lights and nice ambient.

Thou we were actually very sick as we
caught a flu bug, throat virus from the
pushy guy from Swan Lake night we
managed to enjoy the beautiful night
together on our anniversary.

2009-12-19T12:00:00.002+08:00

Swan Lake
love

I was in the audience with my beloved,
watching the powerful tale of undying love,
breaking spells & happy endings of Prince Siegfried
and Odette the Swan princess by Sg dance theatre
Esplanade on a very cold windy but enchanting night.

It seems, love is bittersweet that way like in fairy tales,
the damsel in distress is captured by a evil something
den rescue by the handsome prince on a white horse.
Or poor orphan girl tortured by an wicked something
and den swept away by a charming prince in a ball.
Tales are almost always similiar, isnt it?
They always revolved around love.

I used to be naive, believing that love in fairytales
happen in the real world. & when you found your
prince charming, it will be a bed of roses.

Please, i forgot the thorns.
Oh, they can really cut and tear you scarring all
your beautiful faces. But that's the fragile lesson
you go through or if everything is smooth sailing,
how will you truely feel happiness deep under
your bones?

But seriously, you can still have ur cake of roses
and eat it too when you really love someone.
Knowing that person will cut down those thorns
and fight those dragons of the wicked world and
rescue you, the sleeping beauty. However, you
must pay a price. Sleeping for 100 years.

For my case, i've been asleep for 4 months.
Long and suffocating lonely onesome, i denied
that i love being a onesome moping ard home
and smelling his t shirt each night b4 i sleep.
Trying to hold your tears when you went to
a place both of you often. Been there done tt.
I guess its thru the test of faith , you will
only have true undying love.

Enough of my bull, just so you know i might
not have the courage to proclaim gaiuslicious
all over my wall but there enough said, yeah
the only one whom went through thick and thin,
and collect the reservoir of tears i shed, feed me
with yummy nosh and make me smile like forever...
I love you , G
(:

Ps : Share some love, tell someone you love them
after all it's christmas.

2009-12-13T12:14:00.003+08:00

HelloPoet
hellome

Baby Rocket
Fly me to the moon
to watch the stars with you
Gravity can't stop our love
and distance can't either

And when the eclipse comes
let me hide in your mooncrib
It will be our secret sanctuary
away from this crazy world

Then it will be time for you to leave
but don't be afraid even if im not the sun
Because i will sent meteor showers down on earth
so our love could always ignite in glowing sparks

2009-12-12T11:18:00.006+08:00

adventure
of shaker fries & friends

One lame bullshit video
about shaker fries comeback,
its funny so i post it up.

anywhos, beeen super busy
till now due to the last module
of the term till my graduation,
& i have been mugging really
hard every week including
some wkends for the work
and will be included in my
portfolio. I need to do this
right since you only have
one advertising campaign
left until the very end.

But im having holidays for
like 3 weeks so i can enjoy
a meerrrry christmas noww!
* im so fffing happy

2009-11-18T12:00:00.000+08:00

WhatIsThis
I Dunno

black rat tail
teddy bear smile
white cartoon shirt
tattooed limbs

millions of orange lights
six foot underneath
two feet dancing
tapping along the beat

the beat of our undying heart
the fresh smell of dew after rain
the lonely yellow street lamp overcast
shadows on planes of our sharp faces
that green LED stereo light and the
constant humming of our singsong voice

Paper girl, me
teddy bear, you
electric eel, electrocuted love

2009-11-13T11:47:00.000+08:00

IMNOTAPOET
but i write them

Rock , rock my boat
my feelings never stir for you

Moon river of tears made my boat whole
let the tears flow let it water my soul

rachel

2009-10-11T11:26:00.006+08:00

SEOUL
gooooood

On tuesday 6 oct, DCMD went on Seoul trip
on an overnight airplane flight which was
so rocky that most of us only slept an hour.

Day 1
We landed at the Incheon Airport of Korea
at about 5 plus in the bloody cold morning.
Tour guide Phillip who had a nosejob done,
rushed us up the coach and brought us to
the next destination Suwon Fortress then
Bbq pork lunch and Everland Theme Park.

Minhua,Py and many daring others
went on the 360 (video here)
It was a really scary ride, it turns u upside
down like roasting pork in the mid air.
Then we travelled down on the sky luge
with sawanee and the rest.

Im not too sure who came out with the idea
that the whole batch of year 3's should ride
that son of a bitch rollercoaster which was
maybe around 10 storeys high up. You
know what peer pressure do to people,
so being the dumb person i am i went
up with them and halfway up i was
shaking violently. (no, kidding)

The next moment, i was strapped up
in that roller coaster cart along with
the rest. It bobbed up the tracks and
fly down the tracks like those of a
waterfall. My heart lurched downwards
all of a sudden, I couldnt breathe at all.
After that it repeats and i really want
to get off the stupid ride because it was
too fast too furious. I didnt scream at all
i only shout " son of bitch" over and over
until i couldn't hear myself anymore.

I came down with legs like jelly,
a little giddy in the head as i tried to regain
conscious. Zhenwen was dumbshock and
like me, we wobbled down away from it.

We went to watch the parade in the central
area, it was really colorful like our Chingay
with those huge flower vehicles with ladies
dancing around them. I fell asleep on the
bench as I was too exhausted.
We visited Ligers ( video here )
after which we sat on baby ghost trains,
merry-go-rounds, bumper car rides, mini
rollercoaster, wild wild wet, ferris wheel.
It was funny to admit i love the baby ride
called flash pang pang, which we sat for ard
3 or 4 times. It was basically those big tulips
cups that spring up and down with super cute
catchy baby music. We ate dinner on coach
and went back to our first hotel, La Vie dor.

2009-10-10T12:00:00.002+08:00

SEOUL
day 2

Morning arrive too fast, and we ate breakfast
at the hotel and scurried to bring luggages up
the coach and visit the next destined place.
The kimchi school forced us to smear chilli
paste on the vegetables and wrap it with a
plastic sheet, thats about it. Then you saw
the korean costumes (hanbok) tt we wore
and we had a hell of a fun playing with it.
I brought 1 pack of kimchi, 10,000 won.

We went to the face shop where it was chaos
in that place, one lady who had hk english
accent demonstrated their products on us.
Really we were all trying not to laugh.
I bought 10 masks in total, the rest was
still pretty expensive even thou its in won.

We passed by blue house and came to
Gyeongbok palace which was some place that
Korean ancestors built in the early years.
Then we ate korean ginseng soup for lunch,
they stuffed glutinous rice and ginseng into
the small chicken. Was pretty good.
Then we visit the ginseng shop where they
tried to sell overpriced ginseng to us , i got
ripped off 6500 won for their ginseng tea.

Then we slept on the coach and woke up
and realised we were at Cheil Advertising.
Cheil Worldwide advertises for Samsung,
the biggest and richest company in Korea.
As Azhar was a friend of theirs at Spikes
Asia, they invited us and had the directors
gave us a talk on ideas and showed us their
past works on tvcs.
I am most fascinated by their toilets, pardon
me but its those of like japan. The buttons
at the side can wash or airdry your butt.
I should have tried it but i only took a few
photos of that tech toy. We ate pork and
ricecakes steamboat for dinner nearby.
U must knw, i whacked the kimchi sidedish
every meal when all my friends looked at
me quizzically.

We stumbled back to our hotel at abt 7 ish.
Our new hotel Oh-mok-gyo co-op has a mini
kitchen and nice modern bathroom. We wash
up and met up with the year 2s for bonding
session. It was one of the highlights of the
whole trips, we had so much fun memorizing
names and coming out with a skit in 10 mins
( video on fb) abt what we learnt in Korea
of groups that were mixed up with both yrs.
It was so hilarious, especially wilson and zhen
wen grp. Then there was dancing from shina
and nat, was really fun. ( Video here )
After that we hang out at each other rooms
and they drank beer and talk while i watch
korean shows on the mat and went to bed.

2009-10-09T15:01:00.000+08:00

SEOUL
day 3

I miss the cool weather that always greets
us in the morning just in time for breakfast.
We ate at chinese banquet restaurant and
proceed to Seoul Design Olympiad.

They had many themes like architecture,
fashion, product design and visual comm.
We went around exhausted under the hot
sun and experience the design festival.

The most interesting was the grad show
frm visual comm, where several university
held theirs together at the same time.
I love that toy paper robot momotz and
some of the branding identity works.
They also have this design world market,
selling design artsy farty gadgets and
collectibles. We bought the novel book
that is empty inside so we can customize
whatever we want to write our own story.
I found this Tshirt where you can write
different captions everyday and could
wash it away when you want with soap
and water. Nice concept.

I think we went to myeong dong to shop
which i found cimin's chanel earrings she
been nagging for few weeks now so and
i brought a hairband and stockings. And
i ended up lost but managed to find jh
so we wander ard aimlessly till we found
sawanee and py again to go back.
We went back to our hotel and met up
for vertical design studio to come up wif
a concept for the design olympiad 2010.
I was so sleepy that i cant think so all
i remembered was that the lecturers
was impressed with all of us.

2009-10-08T15:04:00.000+08:00

SEOUL
day 4

We ate breakfast and then went back
to the design olympiad again as many of us
wanted to get more stuff. They had over 1
trillion tshirts design stuck to the olympiad
stadium seats, basically if you want that shirt
tear the sticker from the seat & purchase.
The downside, you have to wait for several
hours for them to find it. I waited for 4 hours
to get that designated shirt from Idesign by
flora frm france for by bf. yesssssss.

Next stop, went to Hongik uni flea market.
Which wasn't a real flea market as its expensive
due to its handmade quality.But I am the most
impressed there as i found so many cute stuff i
want to get there, the heels are to kill for.
Py got a pair for 42 sgd which was considered
cheap, i persuade her to buy since you cant
get a better price in sg. I bought a really nice
rare cap and visit ithinkso shop with them.

We ate bbq bugolgi chicken and fried rice for
dinner and headed to dongdaemun market to
shop in the evening. That place was 10 times
bugis village, consist of 7 levels. Each level had
a different section, shoes might be on the last
and accessories itself is on the third. I swear i
got dizzy by seeing so many apparels. They
have 3 buildings, 2 were similar while one is
like heeren. Shopping is girl's heaven in dong
daemun. No wonder its 24 hours, it nvr stops.
I bought the shoes, skirt, top and sweater, i
lost track of the money i spent there.

We went to lexington hotel, raved 5 star.
Bathed and soaked myself in bathtub, since
my feet was killing me from day 1 walking.
It was supposed to be a party night but after
eating the riceroll we went to their seven11
to buy, i got super sleepy and fell asleep.
Oh, and btw Korea has porn on their channel
after 12. Wilson was really proud that he was
watching it the whole time, Phillip questioned
why he was so sleepy on the coach the whole
time, that explains. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

2009-10-07T15:06:00.001+08:00

SEOUL
day 5

We simply whacked the breakfast early in the
morning at Lexington's. I had croissants,huge
sausages, ham, salmon, eggs, pumpkin soup,
OJ, milk, yoghurt. My friends all had third
helpings by the time we left for the coach.

Our last day was spent on photography at
artist village. I took alot on nature and my
friends who love to camwhore. My favorite
place was Design provence, i had never
seen cuter houses in my entire life.
It was so beautiful that i really would
consider living there. If ever holland v
was like that, i tell you , i would go there
everyday to sip tea , feast on cupcakes.
I really envious Koreans now, even if
it means to travel 1 hr to get to
different places.

So, then we went for lunch at tourist
place near the airport which we were
hammering questions on squid and
cuttlefish politics. We felt particularly
hungry that meal, we whacked the rice,
kimchi,the pork and squid steamboat.
We paced downstairs to get ripped off
more by koreans buying seaweed and
various biscuits and souvenirs.
I bought seaweed, chocco, snacks, hp
straps, purse for 324,000 won.
I spent all my 200 sgd in a week.
Wtf really.

We headed back to Singapore on
Korean airlines back, and i was so
excited to sit at the window seat.
Took more photography of the the
sun setting and ate korean plane
food dinner. They gave us the rice
roll snacks that i regretted not
buying more at the family mart.
I want to go back and breathe
Korea air again, Seoul-sick.
All that kpop songs we sang
on the coach was stuck in my
head ever since.
Arghhh.

2009-09-08T15:03:00.025+08:00

TLC
@ Starbucks!

me & minnie catchin up at starbucks near my place
It was a short and sweet meet up for some coffee
So we chill and talk about school & bfs & future

And so it seems that Winston is going to army
looks like shes gonna take public transport for now
Oh and shes mortified of her internship at Tuas.

While i will be working at Comex show den at
Spikes Asia with Renny at Mandarin Hotel for the
awards show. It will be very busy for these 2 weeks

And I Shall Await for my Korea Trip to come!
yesssss (:

2009-08-22T13:44:00.016+08:00

3

I did 3 things today

I made a book from scratch for my EDS journal in a day

I attend my class gathering @ Botanical Gardens in the
evening. It was really wierd, for a moment i wonder was
it really my bdae? Lol. I love wierdness.

Then i met up with my old frens ,we went to Cold Rock
@ Holland v. It was hilarious cos Sijie was trying too
hard to talk like me using words like "Seriously, Watever
and OMG " But really we all laughed at him as he's really
being gay when he did that.

& thx someone for cheerin me up till 4am when im down
(:

2009-08-14T14:18:00.011+08:00

UP GRACE

happy 20th bday

HEH.
We went to Holland Village's Sushi Tei for brunch
which i ended up late cos i forgot her present while
on e train journey, gosh.

Den we went to cold rock for ice cream!
We swing for hours there, laugh about
the oldest jokes and simply chill.
I miss u guys (:

2009-07-27T22:00:00.015+08:00

FINITO
my room

I had finally clear up tt clump of clutter
that has been hovering around in my rm
for the last few mths due to rushing
deadlines and submissions!
Finally hang the audrey hepburn
painting that was left in e corner for awhile

thats all <3>

2009-07-03T12:00:00.003+08:00

Safari 2
with bb

it was 2 years ago when i visit night safari with gaius,
everything is the same except tat we arent attached
at tat time. Extra thanks to bro-in-law for the tickets!

It was really sweet for his surprise a bouquet of lilies,
We went to Spizza for dinner again, trying to reminisce
our first date & how nervous i am before when i cant
even look him in the eyes & getting tongue tied & all
Its stupidly amusing & the manager is the same guy!

Night safari is pretty creepy,
the animals are like 10 times scarier in the night, i swear.
And tis flying squirrel almost killed us when we visit them
like up close, right above us, they just let them fly around!
Crocodiles are like an inch below us when we cross over.
Its super thrilling cos we get to scare each other a lot.

Saw many random animals like giraffes,snakes, hyenas &
many other wierd creatures which i cant really pronounce.
We wrapped up the night eating beancurd @ beancurd city
A fabulous night for the both of us (:

2009-06-21T12:55:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BDAY
minnie

A surprise party for minnie @ Manhatten Fish Market

Was a huge success! No spoilers this time, lol.
I really miss these guys and happy bdae, min
welcome to the 20's club *smirks

2009-06-06T23:55:00.010+08:00

U r my Sunshine
<3

me : " baby, i feel like going for a picnic"
gaius : " ok, botanical gardens "

we are so impromptu, i love it.
triple deckers and sunshine, gonna miss you.

2009-05-31T11:45:00.008+08:00

New Moon
of twilight

It was a crippling thing, this sensation that a huge hole
had been punched through my chest, excising my most
vital organs and leaving ragged ,unhealed gashes around
the edges that continued to throb and bleed despite the
passage of time. Rationally, I knew my lungs must still be
intact,yet I gasped for air and my head spun like my efforts
yielded me nothing.My heart must hav been beating, too,
but I couldn't hear the sound of my pulse in my ears; my
hands felt blue with cold. I curled inward, hugging my ribs
to hold myself together. I scrambled for my numbness, my
denial,but it evaded me.And yet, I found I could survive. I
was alert, I felt the pain the aching loss that radiated out
from my chest, sending wracking waves of hurt through
my limbs and head but it was manageable. I could live
through it. It didn't feel like the pain had weakened over
time, rather that. I'd grown strong enough to bear it. '

During this period, Edward left Bella for 4 Months
I think this passage is so dark yet beautiful
Will i felt this way when he leaves?

2009-05-21T21:28:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BDAY
Miss Sawanee

the coolest lecturer ever,
I overheard your birthday wish,
i hope Jude Law will marry you soon.

2009-05-16T13:14:00.014+08:00

I BELIEVE
in music

It is an understatement that they play good music
It is more than that, the fact is i am too addicted to
their songs i need to surgically attached my ears to
my Ipod.

These bands are not mainstreamed bands cos once
you listen to the non-stream ones you will be disgust
by music that's broadcast in your radio I really loathe
Lady Gaga and her stupid poker face. REALLY.

Hey Monday
Finally a girl lead singer who sings powerpop genre!
if you like some happy song rather than angsty ones
you would really like this. Very good for air-guitaring
Some recommended- Set off ,Obvious, Candleslights

The Maine
A fresh good-looking band second to Cartel I like how
i can go crazy and bob my head to the punk powerpop
duels that you will never get sick. he loves one of theirs
with that punk goes pop version of akon i wanna f you
Recommended-The way we talk, Shake it!

Copeland
Indie and very soulful music, swear that Aaron Marsh hits
the high notes better den a girl. Very soothing music for
the night. Recommended - The safest ledge, Brightest

Cartel
It has been 4 years and i still love this band that i first
got addicted to, i say its music with a twist . Chroma,the
first album they launched and my favorites?
Say Anything Else,Honestly , Runaway and Save us

Anberlin
It used to be really low key but i think its pretty popular.
i thought they sound very british cos their articulation
of the lyrics. You need to listen to them, if you havent.
Paperthin Hymm, Autobahn,Unwinding of cable car

Chase Coy
A new talent that stop me in the tracks when i dl-ed
his Ep on purevolume,I love his voice! Acoustic blues
just makes melts me , For fans of the rocket summer,
secondhand serenade. Songs - His cover up Ep on
purevolume, I will follow you into the dark
( version of death cab)

Of course i have many others that i enjoyed so much..
Death cab, The Cab , Sherwood, Mainstay,We the kings,
Amely, Muse, The kooks, Acceptance, Flyleaf, Snow patrol
Hedley,Valencia, Asteria and so on...............

2009-05-14T18:07:00.004+08:00

Entrepreneur
photos yuan i's

Been really busy with school as tis module on entrepreneurship
is taking a toll of everyone.Basically we have to set up own stall,
make some stuff and sell it on mother's day

By the 2nd day , my classmates most of them gave up. Due to
crowd-less and unenthusiastic ppl at FC6. cramp my style.
( seriously)

2009-04-05T12:42:00.011+08:00

EYEING THESE :
@ WWWD

Mary Jane flats - Very Old School-ish
Maxi dresses - Summer florals

2009-03-14T13:44:00.004+08:00

100 steps
to Mt. Sophia

Its been 3 weeks since my internship
Been climbin e monstrous stairs up every
single day which im slowly getting used to.

Reach Paprika ard 10 am in the morning
and eat my breakfast infront of the com
Do work, Msn,Eat lunch,Read ad books,
Do more work, Surf net, Play gamessss,
Wander around,Take photos, toilet breaks,
Tea breaks, talk to Colleagues,Visit gallery,
Go Sinema. Take the train home by 6 pm

LOL , i have my own email.
rachel@paprikaglobal.com

10 Things I learnt :

1. Macromedia Freehand
A software that was brought over by adobe,
most agencies still uses it secretly.

2. Master Uk accent
You dunno what ur colleague is sayin,
so every sentence you reply ' hmmm, ya'

3. Grids, Kernings, Gutterspace etc
I hate all this, & it came back to haunt me

4. Office politics
Creative and Account department does not
mix, they only fight.

5. Microsoft Outlook
the system that sents work to each other
every freakin day , every single seconds
& never ever able to clear them.

6. Be very patient & calm
Even when the director is yelling at the
account exec so loud tat the whole office
can hear.

7. Act Blur
If you make a mistake or you purposely dun
wan to help. Just act blur.

8. Know every shortcuts
Chances are you can reach ur destination
effortless.I already know two.

9. Expand your social network

10. Treat it as an experience & something
for ur portfolio resume.

2009-03-07T11:25:00.017+08:00

Cinderella
Singapore Dance Theatre's

Gaius tried to surprise me with another of SDT 's
Dance Ballet Performance of Cinderella.

Anyways, they put up a great show
But i think i still love the Nutcracker from last yr
the whole production was much more grand & its
much more xmassy back then, its breath-taking.

Later , we went to eat sakae @ Marina Square.
We are forced to sit like Japanese on those mats,
& were laughing like mad cows the whole dinner
at some random shit about British's version of dick.
They called it a knob, so den i was like mimicking
knock knock jokes den i almost got choke.

Come to think of it,
Its like few more mths to him leaving for aust.
Very angst-ridden these days, just wanna spent
the rest of time with him , time is moving faster.
I will miss every atom and fibre of him.

2009-03-01T17:33:00.003+08:00

My Bday

2009-02-27T22:48:00.011+08:00

Valentine's
Be mine

Surprise gaius @ sentosa
with the songs of the sea show & Cable car ride
, it got really scary where one point we werent
moving so we were hanging in the middle of air
Reminds us of Anberlin unwinding cable car

Im apologised for the inconsideration of your
aerophobic, but it was fun laughing at you.

2009-01-10T11:12:00.005+08:00

Queen
Your highness

The wonderful 2009...
been stuck with the queen's face and pixels
Honestly this is a one night's work, very last min
Its a D&AD Advertising competition for students
also part of our assignment for advertising module
To sell the drinks to the UK market, idea of british
coinage penny so the queen lickin tongue describe
how great PJ tasted.

Did my internship interview with Paprika Global,
they are located at Old School, Mount Sophia &
its quite a climb but their studio there was lovely.
David was inspiring at the fact that he gave me
guidelines and precise comments about my portfolio
work. And i learn quite alot from that one interview
Oh well, there are also NAFA Interviewees going so
i went for another interview just in case.

This one is located at the busy districts in chinatown,
called Avant garden which offers me a immediate
position as soon as i finish the interview. Not sure but
i think the directors and account are super friendly
and nice.

2008-12-26T10:57:00.005+08:00

Merry Xmas
ho,ho,ho

Dear Santa,

I had always love xmas since little
and look forward to gifts and boxing day
This xmas so far is the worst ever, with all
the blueblacks ( been bitch fightin with my sis)
But thx god with the blessings of gaius and my
lovely friends, i pick it up really quickly and look
forward to the new coming 2009.

Ps: I hate you Santa even if you exist

2008-12-22T13:17:00.008+08:00

The nutcracker
@esplanade

I have to say Gaius really did it this time
he dragged me all the way to esplanade without
revealing the destination of where he was taking
me but merely just said a ' its a surprise'.

I was smitten by ' oh, i bring u to see fireworks'.
We were headin to the auditorium @ esplanade
Until then, i only realised he was taking me to the
Nutcracker ballet by the Singapore Dance Theatre

It was beautiful, i love it!
They have like 200 ballet dancers twirling in tutus
and beautiful costumes with songs by tchaikovsky
very christmassssssssssy!

Everything seem to be perfect
until in the morning we got into a car accident near
his place where a motorist cut into our right lane &
swerved towards the side curb, the bike flew and he
landed on the road in pain everything happen so fast
like in a second.

We were shell-shocked as the car's bumper came off
The motorist was conscious only that he is bleedin
frm the deep bruises & cuts lying down at the curb
The funny thing was when gaius asked him was he
alright , he retorted : " bro, do i look alright anot?"
In the end, he was escorted to the ambulance.

You know we could have lost our limbs or legs
but we were perfectly fine in one great piece!
Yes thats why im sitting here blogging abt tis,
thou i was still suffering from the trauma for
a week & cringed whenever i hear vechicles.
so were gaius,he thought it was a sign for
him not to get a motorbike,lol.

2008-11-05T23:09:00.012+08:00

Moodboard

A moodboard i created 6 mths ago
& stole it back frm the class très angst
artsy farty

moi big fat life still pretti much same just tt
spending the luxury of not going to school
on wednesday sleeping late and roll in bed
& watch old movies , Et peut-être....

spend way too much time chomping on
thai food with gaius plus blasting my ipod
& cyclin way too much ever since holidays
cultivate this habit of drinkin soymilk daily
Trying my hardest not to be late for 8am
classes in the morning and breaking down
my walls of solitude cos ppl find me hard
to relate anymore.

manqué
'old sch mates & laugh out loud sessions
'the art room and how i love oil painting
'going photo-shoot outings with my niece
'lying on the hill with hi, lookin at nightsky
'crying & bitch with minnie over the phone
'sleeping on the couch of the old hive
'curl up and read nicholas sparks novels

Au Revoir

2008-09-25T10:43:00.029+08:00

Suzie's
@ dragonfly

Bdae gal Shuhui turned 19 !
I wasnt surprised to see her getting leaner
with ngee ann's canoeing & should expect
a tight butt from the gungho exercises in
training sometime.

Anyway....
last sat was hell lot of partying, sweet suzie
had booked a corner with fierce amount of
booze and i feel the only corner where i see
so many hot babes and hunks at one time
but yeah so many of them had blossom like
nobody business, bringin foreign bfs or their
trendy younger bfs & of cos seen alot of
grinding that night lol..

Puke time!
call me psycho or what but love seeing
girls getting high,drunk& puke & making a
din of themselves which i hav no desire to try
myself. everyone loves to hav a little drama
so suzie was damm drunk & i tink she tries
to sniff my boyfriend's armpit when im away
at the loo & sum1 took a photo i was laughin
like a hyena to the screen.

High-ness
everyone starts to get smelly and pukish
i thought the night had just started & i was
only warming up to dance despite the sucky
music that cimin keep complaining , seriously
the level of stamina of highness is rather down
oh well in the end ard 3am we had to leave as
gaius might turn into a zombie stayin outfield for
3 friggin nights plus stayin awake to go clubbing

Dedication <3>
this post goes to the drunk & sweaty mogu that
sms me in the morning ' omg what happened
last night ?!!!! ' ( think she's in complete denial of
how crazy she was like a wild party animal before
Wish you will become the hot and sexy person u
want to be & hope u dun teach Wanting astray
anymore. Carpe diem gal!

ur mugging buddy
( still love ur craziness!)

2008-08-25T02:03:00.009+08:00

10
friggin stuff to do with your bf on rainy nights

1. Go to Rider's cafe
2. Pig on choc cake
3. Play in the rain
4. Smell horse poo
5. Pretend to fight
6. Kiss & Make up
7. Turn up the stereo
8. Listen to vindicated
9. Lip sync & air guitar
(together)
10.Wake the whole town up

2008-08-18T16:15:00.006+08:00

CTB
or CCB

wonder where i hav been?
been hell busy with Changi Airlines CTB
Publication Assignment and gosh i realized
i hav been camping in school till late at night
skippin dinners,lunch and sometimes breakfast
and our production ain't up to our expectations
prolly cos its our first attempt at adobe indesign
very noob and amateur pardon me for sayin that
i was freakin tired and having the last days of pms
was friggin touched that gaius picked me up every
single night even when he is having a major fever!
im a lost case without him man, at times i wonder
where i would be now without someone like him.

Prolly more emo, bitchy and ww?

2008-07-23T14:06:00.027+08:00

Horses
& silver wings

Gaius brought me to this place called Saddle Club alg
Bkt Timah, rated as ' English Countryside ' in Times
Gorgeous landscapes & beautiful tall lush greens that
drape all over this sacred hide-out and e best thing is
that there are lots of little ponies and horses! & Not to
mention the cosy little cafe & pubs overlooking the full
magnificent view. The only bad thing is that its really
hidden inside,the only way to get in are by driving.
uh huh.

On the same Sunday morning he dragged me to church,
Im not goin to say how he almost fell alseep, amusingly.
Its a little strange to be there, e reminisce of the days i
actually miss the days in my old church. Anyhow, i tink
maybe my guy is actually an angel in disguise.
*winks

2008-07-11T18:16:00.009+08:00

10
reasons why i nid a stop :

1. I feel like im a 40 year old workaholic
( mountains of work to get rid of & i dun get paid)

2. my boyfriend complains of not spendin
enough time with me
( reason above)

3. I feel Fcking stress everyday
( refer to reason 1 & 2)

4. I love being at home & laze around
with hot chocolate, reading novels
(wearing no undies of cos)

5. I need 48 hours per day SERIOUSLY
( so i can sleep for 10 hrs everynite
& not be late for sch)

6. Define being a TEENAGER
( but why i feel so old, behavin like my
granny who eats brown rice & oatmeal)

7. My Poly friends hate me
( even i hate myself, whats not to hate?)

8. Im ANTI- beef/pork/sharkfin/dolphin meat
( seen the cruelty and feel the pain)

9. My aspirations is to be a tai-tai
(& do oxygen facials, high tea & mahjong)

10. I WAN TO SOAK myself with happiness!
( i dunno how but i love the sound of tt )

2008-06-23T16:34:00.003+08:00

MINthDAY
@ timbre

Happy 19th bdae to you, at Timbre Arthouse
the whole gang was there eating good nosh,
getting drunk & super drowning music by
famous awesome band from wala wala's bar
Have i mention how sweet was Winston to
request for a bdae song from the band but
ruin by me, the leaker
LOL

Anyways would love to dedicate tis post to
my best bud minnie a.k.a my all time long
lesbie gf, 7 freakin great years together

It seems like ytd we were in sch with
ponytails and gettin caught for ankle length
socks & blushing when cute guys who look
our way, oh and the year u were isolated
by e girls but only grace & me stick with
you and sat together throughout.

Or the times when we cry to each other
numerous times on the phone over some
guy who broke our hearts & laugh over
wierd lame stuff that i joke about old
pervy stuff and stay up late all the way
till 5am so many times . And us getting
drunk & wasted over shots at pub playin
stupid random games & much much more

<3>

2008-06-08T15:55:00.006+08:00

Gaiety
all for it

The loud humming noise of the motorbike's
engine was the only evidence of any human
presence.The bus shelter was hard & cold
that night so was the tension between me
and him. It was june ,the seventh.

Nobody spoke
We sat there for a long time ,lost for words
i hugged myself trying to find some comfort
Anger flashed, i let out a silent scream inside
my mind.A rising gut of fire rise in my throat
& threatened to let out a cry staring at the
silhouette of his hunched up back.
At the corner of his eyes, there were glimpse
of tears holding back, he looked lost.

The dark of night seem endless
the smell of wet dew, orange street lights
& the creeping of angst binds in.
he hugged my small fragile frame
I gave in,his familiar scent flood back
I grew blind as clear gems fell and
escaped my eyes

It was crystal
My love was meant to be.

2008-06-05T16:07:00.002+08:00

I WISH
cross my heart

0. gaius meet-the-family session
(will be fine)

1. my ex will never text me again
( i will never meet u, respect ur gf can?)

2. the stalker would nvr appear the third time &
(ask for my no. again after my flim appreciation)

3. i will hurry up and finish Maya locomotive b4 ninja
master kills and slaughter me

4. my eyebags will not sunk to my cheekbones when
i reach the age of 40

5. my besties min & grace will not disown me as their
best bitches

6. i can meet mogu karen & amphasis gang for crazy
wild nights again

7. I am more fat and grew an extra brain so i wont be
such a bimbo at times

8. I can finally have some time to use my lomo vivitar
toy cam to shoot cool photos

9. Myanmar and Sichuan's spirit will still be strong after
all the chaotic trauma

10. Year 2012 theory will come and destroy us all .....

2008-05-29T22:34:00.006+08:00

DCMD
Hive 's new bee party

2008-04-15T20:01:00.017+08:00

Vivitar
Woots

brought a vivitar frm online spree
much more compact than holga
waiting for it to arrive!

SCHOOL STARTED
new faces. new rules

Accidentally brush pass sum anonymous guy's
hair talkin to neil whom i tot is ken (classmate)
EXACT SAME HAIRSTYLE
the person look at me & say smth like
" Nabei, whos that girl!!"

DAMM EMBARASSED
I was like shit and quickly ran off,
renns & py laugh at me e whole day
even neil

#Rule 1 :
NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER
OF PPL WITH THE SAME HAIRSTYLE

This week is gaius outfield's week ,hope tt he
wont get owned by mosq bites/food poison,
misses him

2008-03-04T20:33:00.006+08:00

3 march
happy bday to me

thanks for all my lovely friends whom
rock my bloody world big time

VERY BIG THANK YOU to
-Angbaos by beloved family
-Ps. I love you novel by Bb rock
-La senza Nightgown by min & grace
-Preggie black dress by karen & mogu
-Guitar strings & Junk food tee by Ck
-Daddy's little expensive girl tee by zy,sj,tw
-GPA results 3.1 by SP

2008-02-14T22:00:00.005+08:00

V Day
thanks gaius<3

2008-01-30T16:55:00.003+08:00

Audrey Hepburn
Inspirational lady figure

Starlet of Breakfast at Tiffany
i watch the show like megazillion times
& i m still so captivated by her acting
Her signature sexy pout and sashaying
god. I love her , dont you?

2008-01-27T15:07:00.001+08:00

Gossip Girl
by creators of The O.C

Your one and only source to the scandals of Manhattan elite
Based on the Novel series of Cecily Von Ziegesar

I'm super addicted to this show!
im on my way to novel no. 11 when the drama came out.
Its quite different from the novel but I <3 it.

you know you love me
xoxo gossip girl

2008-01-11T23:56:00.002+08:00

2008
new year arrives

Some of my best shots here
cant stop loving ferris wheel in town
im gg use it for my crowbar asgn..

love my niece for havin patience
of a cow to follow me and take shots
esp when im pms-ing, i bitch alot.
happy 15th birthday on sunday!

its freaking 2008
peeps, time to do new year resolutions!

1. Eat more carbos
i dreamt of myself as a stick ytd
2. School Attendance
i dreamt of gettin a warning letter frm sp
& i really got one.
3.Academic results
win some awards
4. Stop talking to myself
ok,first sign of insanity
5. Get a CCA
if i have time.
6. no getting wasted during holidays
& acting bimbotic in public
7. Keep my virginity
thats one that nvr change
8. Stop dating jerks
no comments
9. Stop Emo-ing
hell,i love being an emo-queen
10. Achieve beautilisation in&out
Audrey Hepburn advice

tmr i shall forget all of them.
gd night assholes =)

2008-01-06T16:39:00.001+08:00

New year
2008`

1 We were on camera in esplanade countdown!
min & win caught lip-locking on tv
2 We ate dinner at Hard Rock Cafe
our bill total $321.30
3 Caught new flames in our group!
erm erm jasmine..
4 Lesbian drama with mogu,min& me
Zomg
5 Sijie , Zhiyuan,Ck, Mogu & me
got drunk & wasted

conclusion :
I <3 my friends

2007-12-29T02:16:00.002+08:00

Thy Je'taime
on 24th midnight

could tis be?
by this devil hours
while the full moon stared
we lay still on top of the car
city of blinding lights six feet
underneath

eyes of candlelights
lips stained wine
gentle your words caress
enchanting our laughter joined
far away from the crowding heights
miles apart from the merrying noise

forlornly we gazed,
just you & me

by rae

2007-11-27T18:20:00.002+08:00

24
credits: renn

Thats right
u are staring at my hip
renn took it for her photo journal
i really like it, anw might b MIA-ing
for awhile bcos of the workload
damm assignments.

2007-11-07T18:08:00.002+08:00

2007-10-19T12:00:00.001+08:00

2007-10-10T11:19:00.002+08:00

2007-10-05T15:28:00.002+08:00

2007-09-20T23:56:00.001+08:00

Soldier toy
My life as a soldier
soldier in war of mind
brittle and tormented
raising sword to pierce
raising shield to guard
i fight i burn and i kill

I was wounded
I look around me
friends and enemies,
broken and dead
my head scream with fear,
my heart streak with tears.
the war died.

And yet another new
chapter begins.
my scars and my wounds.
I rub it with salt over and over,
Until it feels fresh all once again

by rae

2007-09-05T23:54:00.002+08:00

2007-08-23T13:04:00.001+08:00

Zouk
(things i did)

_ dance with infatuated guy

_dance nxt to e bass speaker

_ringin sound in my ear

_drink vodlka from e straw

_got tipsy and dance madly

_watch catfight in the ladies

_a fresh cut on my thigh

_blisters on my sole

_moonwalk in the rain

_piggyback-ed by him

2007-08-22T10:50:00.001+08:00

Augustine
truth frm bellies

1 _infatuation with a guy
[whom im gg out with]

2_psycho ex stalkin near my hse, pesters to hav a 'lil chat'
[im not bothered tis time]

3_ 5 unknown mysterious guys called my phone
[state tt they interested in knwin me, one was frm ntu?]

4_ Sec sch old flame calls often recently
[ says wanna 'hang out' tgth]

5_ Melvin, aka sugar dadd ask to go clubb together
[ ok, sugar dadd jus his nick]

6_ Alex bro calls to hav a heartwarm chat
[ cos i forgot his bdae and was tinkin ways to slaughter me]

7_ SP guys post testimonials on my friendster
[ rmb Mini? ask me to hav a drink @ a pub on sat,
& a guy who post after he caught me prancing at a log in our block]

8_ Friendster old farts adding me to msn
[Steve : Hi, im steve and im 30.
Emo-ing Rae : fuck off
* BLOCKED AND DELETED ]

9_ I have gone international
[Friendster message Inbox
" Hi, Im Darren from Japan studying Fashion Design
Its just happen to pass by and saw your profile so feel wanted to know you.
If can, please add me in friendster and msn : ****_****@hotmail.com or
message to my singapore mobile phone: 9858****, thank you and hope to
hear from you soon."]

10_Aura is pink this month
[ since the beginning of yr in sch, nth had happen like tis]
I shall not conclude anything but the males in the world had gone mad.

2007-08-17T12:10:00.002+08:00

Friends
a companion whom you can trust

one gd ting abt me,im appreciative
been meeting up my sistas recently
and ytd theres a surge in my heart
to tell them i really love them
[no im nt turning lesbie]
Last year was the most painful period
for me, I Still remember

-Minnie [ known 2190 days]
we became really soul sistas after crying all
the time on phone and den laughin over after
tat esp the times after the breakup.

-Grace [known 2190 days]
she bcame most hyper when she ate sushi,clown
ard with our food ,best days we had in sec sch

-Shuhui [ known 1460 days]
My mugging friend for worst hate subject ,Math.
she's a real comedian.

-Karen [ known 1460 days]
The blue-blacks u gave me can last me for entire
lifetime,my violent fren.

And also this year met some great sistas
-Bella,Renny,Cheryl [ known 182.5 days]
The 4-some gang who are not afraid to do
anything best at singing umbrella song loving yous
<3

2007-08-06T22:09:00.001+08:00

Phrase
of the day

" its strangely addictive
i think inside got cocaine"

and then came the babes laughter
hah
funny meh
I think the guy who ate his own cum
was funnier,imagine he said my phrase!
GROSS FACTOR _100%

my course just hav the wierdest peeps
* scratch head

2007-07-18T16:55:00.001+08:00

God created men
in e image of women

* ROFL
Bob and nicholas with mannequin wigs,
getting excited for drawing class
(the lesson is nudity drawing)

2007-07-09T10:46:00.003+08:00

PUB
fever

Its a saturday night.
we went to the pub near sultan rd
we guys have our fun fooling ard.
i had beer, ribena and chivas.

Im a little drunk .
and yes, its not mistaken.
was dancing with a ACJC guy .
That guy called Jotham was hilarious
He playfully stripped his top and climb
up e pool table and did break dance.

Both grps were screamin like mad cows
His fren sms me and ask if i wanna get
it down but obviously im nt tat kinda gal
Have to admit tat nite, was one of the fun
nights i had lately. It feels like home again
with my sec sch classmates
miss u guys!!
=))))

2007-07-03T18:50:00.002+08:00

CRASH
(bella,ren,berries)

Venue: My place
Day: Last week
Purpose: VDS project discussion

2007-07-01T11:09:00.002+08:00

O.M.G

I CUT MY HAIR!!
I CHOP IT OFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have bob now.
(:

2007-06-25T14:12:00.002+08:00

Renny

happy bdae

you're not fat
(:

2007-06-16T16:03:00.002+08:00

Stay strong

No matter what happens, stay strong
'Because the most beautiful thing is the flower
that survives a storm when all those had fallen'

Yesterday a guy told me this.
Thank you, it meant alot to me.

2007-06-08T21:17:00.002+08:00

Sentosa
peiying shiying bella

we drop by sentosa for our
retail merchandise project
for sentosa.

2007-06-07T11:15:00.001+08:00

The fallen

' her eyes were deranged ,her speech slurred
as she moan with pain then she collapsed '

2007-06-04T14:26:00.001+08:00

Ignorance
is bliss?

a_u hav 0% feelings for me, u are interested in my FBT shorts.
b_u hav 0% feelings for me, and u are crushin on this ger in ur class,
im jus ur fav pasttime.
c_u hav 1% feelings for me, but u hate commitments.

d_none of the above..

2007-05-22T22:01:00.001+08:00

vnonymous
a note from him

Fast forward to today about her
how i really feel towards this few days,
well, i certainly had not read too much
into it before she prompt me.It was nice
being with her,she is not the shallow kind
of girl,she is deep, she understand what i
feel, what i like. In short, she know me
inside out. Guys like her. I could see why,
she is pretty, intelligent, hot, patient,
caring and everything.

1.12 am
and u hav to blow things up by saying
"GET LOST" whats wrong with the people.
why they hav tis fucked up attitude?
all i need is some fren who understands
& im sorry, you blew it.

2007-05-22T21:14:00.001+08:00

@ Ann Siang rd

2007-05-18T20:34:00.002+08:00

@DCMD

2007-05-02T16:59:00.002+08:00

SHOPAHOLIC

2007-04-29T23:00:00.002+08:00

@DCMD

2007-04-14T18:00:00.002+08:00

3 musketeers

2007-03-13T22:25:00.002+08:00

We roll along

2007-03-05T12:19:00.003+08:00

I'm 18

2007-02-24T12:18:00.002+08:00

@ Coffee club

2007-01-27T12:07:00.002+08:00

Hill billy friend

2007-01-26T15:11:00.002+08:00

xy bday

2007-01-26T14:28:00.002+08:00

2007-01-16T19:16:00.001+08:00

@Night Safari
with gaius

2007-01-13T18:53:00.001+08:00

@New year's eve

2006-12-27T20:04:00.001+08:00

y w to re-discover urself ! )

@Xmas !

2006-12-11T20:21:00.001+08:00

@mogus world

2006-12-03T11:55:00.001+08:00

@clouds 9

2006-11-19T10:14:00.001+08:00

@ fish&co

2006-10-20T17:01:00.002+08:00

@ Susan's wedding

2006-09-24T14:11:00.001+08:00

@ Shuhui's 17

2006-08-08T14:50:00.001+08:00